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i want to be understood. i don't want to be understood. i want to be different. i want to not be that. Can you understand? I know it's possible, because we are the same. I don't think brains are born all that different. I wish I could be honest with the people I love.
i don't want you to look down on me. i want to be seen without judgement. i want to be free of those shackles. i want to not care about judgement in the first place. i want to be liked. i want to be judged, but to be judged worthy. i want to be judged. i don't want to be judged, and to be deemed bad. i dont want to cause others pain. is that interesting enough? Judge me for it. i want to be liked. i want to be understood, yet different. Will you judge me for this? Please care. i want to be free of shackles. i want to be better, and to accept pain, but it'S painful. How could anyone possibly understand. How could anyone not?
